A New Day

Every day is a good day. Sometimes bad things happen during that day or the weather could be dreary or even scary sometimes.  But the day itself is good and even the bad things happen for a reason.  This is a time to look into our lives and see just what is there, good things and bad things.  Time to do a little 'fall housecleaning'. Let's sweep out some of those things that are hanging on that don't need to be there. Maybe try on a new attitude.  That is a difficult one.  I know that I tend to become complacent in my attitudes. I think, well that's the way I feel about it so everyone else can just deal with it.  I'm thinking maybe I'm the one that needs to 'deal with it' and quit being so stubborn.  When I start digging deep within myself for understand about what it is that makes me act and react the way I do it seems to come down to the insecure person I thought I left behind a long time ago.  I guess I keep inviting her back in because she seems to be at the bottom of a lot of my problems.  I've tried to banish her one more time.  I feel empty, as if something is missing.  I guess that's why I keep inviting her back in, to fill the empty space.